The boy had been working for the crystal merchant for
almost a month, and he could see that it wasn't exactly the kind of job that
would make him happy. The merchant spent the entire day mumbling behind the
counter, telling the boy to be careful with the pieces and not to break
anything.
But he
stayed with the job because the merchant, although he was an old grouch, treated
him fairly; the boy received a good commission for each piece he sold, and had
already been able to put some money aside. That morning he had done some
calculating: if he continued to work every day as he had been, he would need a
whole year to be able to buy some sheep.
"I'd like to build a display case for the crystal," the
boy said to the merchant. "We could place it outside, and attract those people
who pass at the bottom of the hill."
"I've never had one before," the merchant answered.
"People will pass by and bump into it, and pieces will be broken."
The
merchant turned to a customer who wanted three crystal glasses. He was selling
better than ever… as if time had turned back to the old days when the street had
been one of Tangier's major attractions.
"Business
has really improved," he said to the boy, after the customer had left. "I'm
doing much better, and soon you'll be able to return to your sheep. Why ask more
out of life?"
"Because we have to respond to omens," the boy said,
almost without meaning to; then he regretted what he had said, because the
merchant had never met the king.
"It's called the principle of favorability, beginner's
luck. Because life wants you to achieve your destiny," the old king had said.
But the
merchant understood what the boy had said. The boy's very presence in the shop
was an omen, and, as time passed and money was pouring into the cash drawer, he
had no regrets about having hired the boy. The boy was being paid more money
than he deserved, because the merchant, thinking that sales wouldn't amount to
much, had offered the boy a high commission rate. He had assumed he would soon
return to his sheep.
"Why did you want to get to the Pyramids?" he asked, to
get away from the business of the display.
"Because I've always heard about them," the boy
answered, saying nothing about his dream. The treasure was now nothing but a
painful memory, and he tried to avoid thinking about it.
"I don't know anyone around here who would want to cross
the desert just to see the Pyramids," said the merchant. "They're just a pile of
stones. You could build one in your backyard."
"You've never had dreams of travel," said the boy,
turning to wait on a customer who had entered the shop.
Two days
later, the merchant spoke to the boy about the display.
"I don't much like change," he said. "You and I aren't
like Hassan, that rich merchant. If he makes a buying mistake, it doesn't affect
him much. But we two have to live with our mistakes."
That's
true enough, the boy thought, ruefully.
"Why did you think we should have the display?"
"I want
to get back to my sheep faster. We have to take advantage when luck is on our
side, and do as much to help it as it's doing to help us. It's called the
principle of favorability. Or beginner's luck."
The merchant was silent for a few moments. Then he said,
"The Prophet gave us the Koran, and left us just five obligations to satisfy
during our lives. The most important is to believe only in the one true God. The
others are to pray five times a day, fast during Ramadan, and be charitable to
the poor."
He stopped there. His eyes filled with tears as he spoke
of the Prophet. He was a devout man, and, even with all his impatience, he
wanted to live his life in accordance with Muslim law.
"What's
the fifth obligation?" the boy asked.
"Two days ago, you said that I had never dreamed of travel," the merchant answered.
"The fifth obligation of every Muslim is a pilgrimage.
We are obliged, at least once in our lives, to visit the holy city of Mecca.
"Mecca is a lot farther away than the Pyramids. When I
was young, all I wanted to do was put together enough money to start this shop.
I thought that someday I'd be rich, and could go to Mecca. I began to make some
money, but I could never bring myself to leave someone in charge of the shop;
the crystals are delicate things. At the same time, people were passing my shop
all the time, heading for Mecca. Some of them were rich pilgrims, traveling in
caravans with servants and camels, but most of the people making the pilgrimage
were poorer than I.
"All who
went there were happy at having done so. They placed the symbols of the
pilgrimage on the doors of their houses. One of them, a cobbler who made his
living mending boots, said that he had traveled for almost a year through the
desert, but that he got more tired when he had to walk through the streets of
Tangier buying his leather."
"Well,
why don't you go to Mecca now?" asked the boy.
"Because
it's the thought of Mecca that keeps me alive. That's what helps me face these
days that are all the same, these mute crystals on the shelves, and lunch and
dinner at that same horrible caf? I'm afraid that if my dream is realized, I'll
have no reason to go on living.
"You dream about your sheep and the Pyramids, but you're
different from me, because you want to realize your dreams. I just want to dream
about Mecca. I've already imagined a thousand times crossing the desert,
arriving at the Plaza of the Sacred Stone, the seven times I walk around it
before allowing myself to touch it. I've already imagined the people who would
be at my side, and those in front of me, and the conversations and prayers we
would share. But I'm afraid that it would all be a disappointment, so I prefer
just to dream about it."
That day,
the merchant gave the boy permission to build the display. Not everyone can see
his dreams come true in the same way.