The boy went to his room and packed his belongings. They
filled three sacks. As he was leaving, he saw, in the corner of the room, his
old shepherd's pouch. It was bunched up, and he had hardly thought of it for a
long time. As he took his jacket out of the pouch, thinking to give it to
someone in the street, the two stones fell to the floor. Urim and Thummim.
It made
the boy think of the old king, and it startled him to realize how long it had
been since he had thought of him. For nearly a year, he had been working
incessantly, thinking only of putting aside enough money so that he could return
to Spain with pride.
"Never
stop dreaming," the old king had said. "Follow the omens."
The boy picked up Urim and Thummim, and, once again, had
the strange sensation that the old king was nearby. He had worked hard for a
year, and the omens were that it was time to go.
I'm going to go back to doing just what I did before,
the boy thought. Even though the sheep didn't teach me to speak Arabic.
But the sheep had taught him something even more
important: that there was a language in the world that everyone understood, a
language the boy had used throughout the time that he was trying to improve
things at the shop. It was the language of enthusiasm, of things accomplished
with love and purpose, and as part of a search for something believed in and
desired. Tangier was no longer a strange city, and he felt that, just as he had
conquered this place, he could conquer the world.
"When you
want something, all the universe conspires to help you achieve it," the old king
had said.
But the old king hadn't said anything about being
robbed, or about endless deserts, or about people who know what their dreams are
but don't want to realize them. The old king hadn't told him that the Pyramids
were just a pile of stones, or that anyone could build one in his backyard. And
he had forgotten to mention that, when you have enough money to buy a flock
larger than the one you had before, you should buy it.
The boy
picked up his pouch and put it with his other things. He went down the stairs
and found the merchant waiting on a foreign couple, while two other customers
walked about the shop, drinking tea from crystal glasses. It was more activity
than usual for this time of the morning. From where he stood, he saw for the
first time that the old merchant's hair was very much like the hair of the old
king. He remembered the smile of the candy seller, on his first day in Tangier,
when he had nothing to eat and nowhere to go— that smile had also been like the
old king's smile.
It's
almost as if he had been here and left his mark, he thought. And yet, none of
these people has ever met the old king. On the other hand, he said that he
always appeared to help those who are trying to realize their destiny.
He left without saying good-bye to the crystal merchant.
He didn't want to cry with the other people there. He was going to miss the
place and all the good things he had learned. He was more confident in himself,
though, and felt as though he could conquer the world.
"But I'm going back to the fields that I know, to take
care of my flock again." He said that to himself with certainty, but he was no
longer happy with his decision. He had worked for an entire year to make a dream
come true, and that dream, minute by minute, was becoming less important. Maybe
because that wasn't really his dream.
Who knows… maybe it's better to be like the crystal
merchant: never go to Mecca, and just go through life wanting to do so, he
thought, again trying to convince himself. But as he held Urim and Thummim in
his hand, they had transmitted to him the strength and will of the old king. By
coincidence—or maybe it was an omen, the boy thought—he came to the bar he had
entered on his first day there. The thief wasn't there, and the owner brought
him a cup of tea.
I can
always go back to being a shepherd, the boy thought. I learned how to care for
sheep, and I haven't forgotten how that's done. But maybe I'll never have
another chance to get to the Pyramids in Egypt. The old man wore a breastplate
of gold, and he knew about my past. He really was a king, a wise king.
The hills
of Andalusia were only two hours away, but there was an entire desert between
him and the Pyramids. Yet the boy felt that there was another way to regard his
situation: he was actually two hours closer to his treasure… the fact that the
two hours had stretched into an entire year didn't matter.
I know why I want to get back to my flock, he thought. I
understand sheep; they're no longer a problem, and they can be good friends. On
the other hand, I don't know if the desert can be a friend, and it's in the
desert that I have to search for my treasure. If I don't find it, I can always
go home. I finally have enough money, and all the time I need. Why not?
He suddenly felt tremendously happy. He could always go
back to being a shepherd. He could always become a crystal salesman again. Maybe
the world had other hidden treasures, but he had a dream, and he had met with a
king. That doesn't happen to just anyone!
He was planning as he left the bar. He had remembered
that one of the crystal merchant's suppliers transported his crystal by means of
caravans that crossed the desert. He held Urim and Thummim in his hand; because
of those two stones, he was once again on the way to his treasure.
"I am always nearby, when someone wants to realize their
destiny," the old king had told him.