The caravan began to travel day and night. The hooded
Bedouins reappeared more and more frequently, and the camel driver—who had
become a good friend of the boy's—explained that the war between the tribes had
already begun. The caravan would be very lucky to reach the oasis.
The animals were exhausted, and the men talked among
themselves less and less. The silence was the worst aspect of the night, when
the mere groan of a camel—which before had been nothing but the groan of a
camel—now frightened everyone, because it might signal a raid.
The camel driver, though, seemed not to be very
concerned with the threat of war.
"I'm
alive," he said to the boy, as they ate a bunch of dates one night, with no
fires and no moon. "When I'm eating, that's all I think about. If I'm on the
march, I just concentrate on marching. If I have to fight, it will be just as
good a day to die as any other.
"Because
I don't live in either my past or my future. I'm interested only in the present.
If you can concentrate always on the present, you'll be a happy man. You'll see
that there is life in the desert, that there are stars in the heavens, and that
tribesmen fight because they are part of the human race. Life will be a party
for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living right now."
Two
nights later, as he was getting ready to bed down, the boy looked for the star
they followed every night. He thought that the horizon was a bit lower than it
had been, because he seemed to see stars on the desert itself.
"It's the
oasis," said the camel driver.
"Well,
why don't we go there right now?" the boy asked.