They crossed the desert for another two days in silence.
The alchemist had become much more cautious, because they were approaching the
area where the most violent battles were being waged. As they moved along, the
boy tried to listen to his heart.
It was not easy to do; in earlier times, his heart had always been
ready to tell its story, but lately that wasn't true. There had been times when
his heart spent hours telling of its sadness, and at other times it became so
emotional over the desert sunrise that the boy had to hide his tears. His heart
beat fastest when it spoke to the boy of treasure, and more slowly when the boy
stared entranced at the endless horizons of the desert. But his heart was never
quiet, even when the boy and the alchemist had fallen into silence.
"Why do
we have to listen to our hearts?" the boy asked, when they had made camp that
day.
"Because,
wherever your heart is, that is where you'll find your treasure."
"But my
heart is agitated," the boy said. "It has its dreams, it gets emotional, and
it's become passionate over a woman of the desert. It asks things of me, and it
keeps me from sleeping many nights, when I'm thinking about her."
"Well,
that's good. Your heart is alive. Keep listening to what it has to say."
During
the next three days, the two travelers passed by a number of armed tribesmen,
and saw others on the horizon. The boy's heart began to speak of fear. It told
him stories it had heard from the Soul of the World, stories of men who sought
to find their treasure and never succeeded. Sometimes it frightened the boy with
the idea that he might not find his treasure, or that he might die there in the
desert. At other times, it told the boy that it was satisfied: it had found love
and riches.
"My heart is a traitor," the boy said to the alchemist,
when they had paused to rest the horses. "It doesn't want me to go on."
"That makes sense," the alchemist answered. "Naturally
it's afraid that, in pursuing your dream, you might lose everything you've won."
"Well,
then, why should I listen to my heart?"
"Because you will never again be able to keep it quiet.
Even if you pretend not to have heard what it tells you, it will always be there
inside you, repeating to you what you're thinking about life and about the
world."
"You mean
I should listen, even if it's treasonous?"
"Treason is a blow that comes unexpectedly. If you know
your heart well, it will never be able to do that to you. Because you'll know
its dreams and wishes, and will know how to deal with them.
"You will never be able to escape from your heart. So
it's better to listen to what it has to say. That way, you'll never have to fear
an unanticipated blow."
The boy
continued to listen to his heart as they crossed the desert. He came to
understand its dodges and tricks, and to accept it as it was. He lost his fear,
and forgot about his need to go back to the oasis, because, one afternoon, his
heart told him that it was happy. "Even though I complain sometimes," it said,
"it's because I'm the heart of a person, and people's hearts are that way.
People are afraid to pursue their most important dreams, because they feel that
they don't deserve them, or that they'll be unable to achieve them. We, their
hearts, become fearful just thinking of loved ones who go away forever, or of
moments that could have been good but weren't, or of treasures that might have
been found but were forever hidden in the sands. Because, when these things
happen, we suffer terribly."
"My heart
is afraid that it will have to suffer," the boy told the alchemist one night as
they looked up at the moonless sky.
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse
than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in
search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter
with God and with eternity."
"Every
second of the search is an encounter with God," the boy told his heart. "When I
have been truly searching for my treasure, every day has been luminous, because
I've known that every hour was a part of the dream that I would find it. When I
have been truly searching for my treasure, I've discovered things along the way
that I never would have seen had I not had the courage to try things that seemed
impossible for a shepherd to achieve."
So his
heart was quiet for an entire afternoon. That night, the boy slept deeply, and,
when he awoke, his heart began to tell him things that came from the Soul of the
World. It said that all people who are happy have God within them. And that
happiness could be found in a grain of sand from the desert, as the alchemist
had said. Because a grain of sand is a moment of creation, and the universe has
taken millions of years to create it. "Everyone on earth has a treasure that
awaits him," his heart said. "We, people's hearts, seldom say much about those
treasures, because people no longer want to go in search of them. We speak of
them only to children. Later, we simply let life proceed, in its own direction,
toward its own fate. But, unfortunately, very few follow the path laid out for
them—the path to their destinies, and to happiness. Most people see the world as
a threatening place, and, because they do, the world turns out, indeed, to be a
threatening place.
"So, we, their hearts, speak more and more softly. We
never stop speaking out, but we begin to hope that our words won't be heard: we
don't want people to suffer because they don't follow their hearts."
"Why
don't people's hearts tell them to continue to follow their dreams?" the boy
asked the alchemist.
"Because that's what makes a heart suffer most, and
hearts don't like to suffer."
From then on, the boy understood his heart. He asked it, please,
never to stop speaking to him. He asked that, when he wandered far from his
dreams, his heart press him and sound the alarm. The boy swore that, every time
he heard the alarm, he would heed its message.
That
night, he told all of this to the alchemist. And the alchemist understood that
the boy's heart had returned to the Soul of the World.
"So what
should I do now?" the boy asked.
"Continue in the direction of the Pyramids," said the
alchemist. "And continue to pay heed to the omens. Your heart is still capable
of showing you where the treasure is."
"Is that
the one thing I still needed to know?"
"No," the
alchemist answered. "What you still need to know is this: before a dream is
realized, the Soul of the World tests everything that was learned along the way.
It does this not because it is evil, but so that we can, in addition to
realizing our dreams, master the lessons we've learned as we've moved toward
that dream. That's the point at which most people give up. It's the point at
which, as we say in the language of the desert, one 'dies of thirst just when
the palm trees have appeared on the horizon.'
"Every search begins with beginner's luck. And every
search ends with the victor's being severely tested."