One two three four five six seven days. And as many times he came out of the
house and Clarisse was there somewhere in the world. Once he saw her shaking a
walnut tree, once he saw her sitting on the lawn knitting a blue sweater, three
or four times he found a bouquet of late flowers on his porch, or a handful of
chestnuts in a little sack, or some autumn leaves neatly pinned to a sheet of
white paper and thumbtacked to his door. Every day Clarisse walked him to the
corner.
One day it was raining, the next it was clear, the day after that the wind blew
strong, and the day after that it was mild and calm, and the day after that calm
day was a day like a furnace of summer and Clarisse with her face all sunburnt
by late afternoon.
"Why is it," he said, one time, at the subway entrance, "I feel I've known you
so many years?"
"Because I like you," she said, "and I don't want anything from you. And because
we know each other."
"You make me feel very old and very much like a father."
"Now you explain," she said, "why you haven't any daughters like me, if you love
children so much?"
"I don't know."
"You're joking!"
"I mean-" He stopped and shook his head. "Well, my wife, she . . . she just
never wanted any children at all."
The girl stopped smiling. "I'm sorry. I really, thought you were having fun at
my expense. I'm a fool."
"No, no," he said. "It was a good question. It's been a long time since anyone
cared enough to ask. A good question."
"Let's talk about something else. Have you ever smelled old leaves? Don't they
smell like cinnamon? Here. Smell."
"Why, yes, it is like cinnamon in a way."
She looked at him with her clear dark eyes. "You always seem shocked."
"It's just I haven't had time--"
"Did you look at the stretched-out billboards like I told you?"
"I think so. Yes." He had to laugh.
"Your laugh sounds much nicer than it did"
"Does it?"
"Much more relaxed."
He felt at ease and comfortable. "Why aren't you in school? I see you every day
wandering around."
"Oh, they don't miss me," she said. "I'm anti-social, they say. I don't mix.
It's so strange. I'm very social indeed. It all depends on what you mean by
social, doesn't it? Social to me means talking about things like this."
She rattled some chestnuts that had fallen off the tree in the front yard. "Or
talking about how strange the world is. Being with people is nice. But I don't
think it's social to get a bunch of people together and then not let them talk,
do you? An hour of TV class, an hour of basketball or baseball or running,
another hour of transcription history or painting pictures, and more sports, but
do you know, we never ask questions, or at least most don't; they just run the
answers at you, bing, bing, bing, and us sitting there for four more hours of
film-teacher. That's not social to me at all. It's a lot of funnels and a lot of
water poured down the spout and out the bottom, and them telling us it's wine
when it's not. They run us so ragged by the end of the day we can't do anything
but go to bed or head for a Fun Park to bully people around, break windowpanes
in the Window Smasher place or wreck cars in the Car Wrecker place with the big
steel ball. Or go out in the cars and race on the streets, trying to see how
close you can get to lampposts, playing `chicken' and 'knock hub-caps.' I guess
I'm everything they say I am, all right. I haven't any friends. That's supposed
to prove I'm abnormal. But everyone I know is either shouting or dancing around
like wild or beating up one another. Do you notice how people hurt each other
nowadays?"
"You sound so very old."
"Sometimes I'm ancient. I'm afraid of children my own age. They kill each other.
Did it always used to be that way? My uncle says no. Six of my friends have been
shot in the last year alone. Ten of them died in car wrecks. I'm afraid of them
and they don't like me because I'm afraid. My uncle says his grandfather
remembered when children didn't kill each other. But that was a long time ago
when they had things different. They believed in responsibility, my uncle says.
Do you know, I'm responsible. I was spanked when I needed it, years ago. And I
do all the shopping and house-cleaning by hand.
"But most of all," she said, "I like to watch people. Sometimes I ride the
subway all day and look at them and listen to them. I just want to figure out
who they are and what they want and where they're going. Sometimes I even go to
the Fun Parks and ride in the jet cars when they race on the edge of town at
midnight and the police don't care as long as they're insured. As long as
everyone has ten thousand insurance everyone's happy. Sometimes I sneak around
and listen in subways. Or I listen at soda fountains, and do you know what?"
"What?"
"People don't talk about anything."
"Oh, they must!"
"No, not anything. They name a lot of cars or clothes or swimming-pools mostly
and say how swell! But they all say the same things and nobody says anything
different from anyone else. And most of the time in the cafes they have the
jokeboxes on and the same jokes most of the time, or the musical wall lit and
all the coloured patterns running up and down, but it's only colour and all
abstract. And at the museums, have you ever been? All abstract. That's all there
is now. My uncle says it was different once. A long time back sometimes pictures
said things or even showed people."
"Your uncle said, your uncle said. Your uncle must be a remarkable man."
"He is. He certainly is. Well, I've got to be going. Goodbye, Mr. Montag."
"Good-bye."
"Good-bye...."
One two three four five six seven days: the firehouse.
"Montag, you shin that pole like a bird up a tree."
Third day.
"Montag, I see you came in the back door this time. The Hound bother you?"
"No, no."
Fourth day.
"Montag, a funny thing. Heard tell this morning. Fireman in Seattle, purposely
set a Mechanical Hound to his own chemical complex and let it loose. What kind
of suicide would you call that?"
Five six seven days.