He was eating a light supper at nine in the evening when the front door cried
out in the hall and Mildred ran from the parlour like a native fleeing an
eruption of Vesuvius. Mrs. Phelps and Mrs. Bowles came through the front door
and vanished into the volcano's mouth with martinis in their hands: Montag
stopped eating. They were like a monstrous crystal chandelier tinkling in a
thousand chimes, he saw their Cheshire Cat smiles burning through the walls of
the house, and now they were screaming at each other above the din. Montag found
himself at the parlour door with his food still in his mouth.
"Doesn't everyone look nice!"
"Nice."
"You look fine, Millie! "
"Fine."
"Everyone looks swell."
"Swell!
"Montag stood watching them.
"Patience," whispered Faber.
"I shouldn't be here," whispered Montag, almost to himself. "I should be on my
way back to you with the money!" "Tomorrow's time enough. Careful!"
"Isn't this show wonderful?" cried Mildred. "Wonderful!"
On one wall a woman smiled and drank orange juice simultaneously. How does she
do both at once, thought Montag, insanely. In the other walls an X-ray of the
same woman revealed the contracting journey of the refreshing beverage on its
way to her delightful stomach! Abruptly the room took off on a rocket flight
into the clouds, it plunged into a lime-green sea where blue fish ate red and
yellow fish. A minute later, Three White Cartoon Clowns chopped off each other's
limbs to the accompaniment of immense incoming tides of laughter. Two minutes
more and the room whipped out of town to the jet cars wildly circling an arena,
bashing and backing up and bashing each other again. Montag saw a number of
bodies fly in the air.
"Millie, did you see that?"
"I saw it, I saw it! "
Montag reached inside the parlour wall and pulled the main switch. The images
drained away, as if the water had been let out from a gigantic crystal bowl of
hysterical fish.
The three women turned slowly and looked with unconcealed irritation and then
dislike at Montag.
"When do you suppose the war will start?" he said. "I notice your husbands
aren't here tonight?"
"Oh, they come and go, come and go," said Mrs. Phelps. "In again out again
Finnegan, the Army called Pete yesterday. He'll be back next week. The Army said
so. Quick war. Forty-eight hours they said, and everyone home. That's what the
Army said. Quick war. Pete was called yesterday and they said he'd be, back next
week. Quick..."
The three women fidgeted and looked nervously at the empty mud-coloured walls.
"I'm not worried," said Mrs. Phelps. "I'll let Pete do all the worrying." She
giggled. "I'll let old Pete do all the worrying. Not me. I'm not worried."
"Yes," said Millie. "Let old Pete do the worrying."
"It's always someone else's husband dies, they say."
"I've heard that, too. I've never known any dead man killed in a war. Killed
jumping off buildings, yes, like Gloria's husband last week, but from wars? No."
"Not from wars," said Mrs. Phelps. "Anyway, Pete and I always said, no tears,
nothing like that. It's our third marriage each and we're independent. Be
independent, we always said. He said, if I get killed off, you just go right
ahead and don't cry, but get married again, and don't think of me."
"That reminds me," said Mildred. "Did you see that Clara Dove five-minute
romance last night in your wall? Well, it was all about this woman who--"
Montag said nothing but stood looking at the women's faces as he had once looked
at the faces of saints in a strange church he had entered when he was a child.
The faces of those enamelled creatures meant nothing to him, though he talked to
them and stood in that church for a long time, trying to be of that religion,
trying to know what that religion was, trying to get enough of the raw incense
and special dust of the place into his lungs and thus into his blood to feel
touched and concerned by the meaning of the colourful men and women with the
porcelain eyes and the blood-ruby lips. But there was nothing, nothing; it was a
stroll through another store, and his currency strange and unusable there, and
his passion cold, even when he touched the wood and plaster and clay. So it was
now, in his own parlour, with these women twisting in their chairs under his
gaze, lighting cigarettes, blowing smoke, touching their sun-fired hair and
examining their blazing fingernails as if they had caught fire from his look.
Their faces grew haunted with silence. They leaned forward at the sound of
Montag's swallowing his final bite of food. They listened to his feverish
breathing. The three empty walls of the room were like the pale brows of
sleeping giants now, empty of dreams. Montag felt that if you touched these
three staring brows you would feel a fine salt sweat on your finger-tips. The
perspiration gathered with the silence and the sub-audible trembling around and
about and in the women who were burning with tension. Any moment they might hiss
a long sputtering hiss and explode.
Montag moved his lips.
"Let's talk."
The women jerked and stared.
"How're your children, Mrs. Phelps?" he asked.
"You know I haven't any! No one in his right mind, the Good Lord knows; would
have children!" said Mrs. Phelps, not quite sure why she was angry with this
man.
"I wouldn't say that," said Mrs. Bowles. "I've had two children by Caesarian
section. No use going through all that agony for a baby. The world must
reproduce, you know, the race must go on. Besides, they sometimes look just like
you, and that's nice. Two Caesarians tamed the trick, yes, sir. Oh, my doctor
said, Caesarians aren't necessary; you've got the, hips for it, everything's
normal, but I insisted."
"Caesarians or not, children are ruinous; you're out of your mind," said Mrs.
Phelps.
"I plunk the children in school nine days out of ten. I put up with them when
they come home three days a month; it's not bad at all. You heave them into the
'parlour' and turn the switch. It's like washing clothes; stuff laundry in and
slam the lid." Mrs. Bowles tittered. "They'd just as soon kick as kiss me. Thank
God, I can kick back! "
The women showed their tongues, laughing.
Mildred sat a moment and then, seeing that Montag was still in the doorway,
clapped her hands. "Let's talk politics, to please Guy!"
"Sounds fine," said Mrs. Bowles. "I voted last election, same as everyone, and I
laid it on the line for President Noble. I think he's one of the nicest-looking
men who ever became president."
"Oh, but the man they ran against him!"
"He wasn't much, was he? Kind of small and homely and he didn't shave too close
or comb his hair very well."
"What possessed the 'Outs' to run him? You just don't go running a little short
man like that against a tall man. Besides -he mumbled. Half the time I couldn't
hear a word he said. And the words I did hear I didn't understand!"
"Fat, too, and didn't dress to hide it. No wonder the landslide was for Winston
Noble. Even their names helped. Compare Winston Noble to Hubert Hoag for ten
seconds and you can almost figure the results."
"Damn it!" cried Montag. "What do you know about Hoag and Noble?"
"Why, they were right in that parlour wall, not six months ago. One was always
picking his nose; it drove me wild."
"Well, Mr. Montag," said Mrs. Phelps, "do you want us to vote for a man like
that?"
Mildred beamed. "You just run away from the door, Guy, and don't make us
nervous."
But Montag was gone and back in a moment with a book in his hand.
"Guy!"
"Damn it all, damn it all, damn it!"
"What've you got there; isn't that a book? I thought that all special training
these days was done by film." Mrs. Phelps blinked. "You reading up on fireman
theory?"
"Theory, hell," said Montag. "It's poetry."
"Montag." A whisper.
"Leave me alone! " Montag felt himself turning in a great circling roar and buzz
and hum.
"Montag, hold on, don't..."
"Did you hear them, did you hear these monsters talking about monsters? Oh God,
the way they jabber about people and their own children and themselves and the
way they talk about their husbands and the way they talk about war, dammit, I
stand here and I can't believe it!"
"I didn't say a single word about any war, I'll have you know," said Mrs,
Phelps.
"As for poetry, I hate it," said Mrs. Bowles.
"Have you ever read any?"
"Montag," Faber's voice scraped away at him. "You'll ruin everything. Shut up,
you fool!"
"All three women were on their feet.
"Sit down!"
They sat.
"I'm going home," quavered Mrs. Bowles.
"Montag, Montag, please, in the name of God, what are you up to?" pleaded Faber.
"Why don't you just read us one of those poems from your little book," Mrs.
Phelps nodded. "I think that'd he very interesting."
"That's not right," wailed Mrs. Bowles. "We can't do that!"
"Well, look at Mr. Montag, he wants to, I know he does. And if we listen nice,
Mr. Montag will be happy and then maybe we can go on and do something else." She
glanced nervously at the long emptiness of the walls enclosing them.
"Montag, go through with this and I'll cut off, I'll leave." The beetle jabbed
his ear.
"What good is this, what'll you prove?"
"Scare hell out of them, that's what, scare the living daylights out!"
Mildred looked at the empty air. "Now Guy, just who are you talking to?"
A silver needle pierced his brain. "Montag, listen, only one way out, play it as
a joke, cover up, pretend you aren't mad at all. Then-walk to your
wall-incinerator, and throw the book in!"
Mildred had already anticipated this in a quavery voice. "Ladies, once a year,
every fireman's allowed to bring one book home, from the old days, to show his
family how silly it all was, how nervous that sort of thing can make you, how
crazy. Guy's surprise tonight is to read you one sample to show how mixed-up
things were, so none of us will ever have to bother our little old heads about
that junk again, isn't that right, darling?"
He crushed the book in his fists. "Say `yes.'"
His mouth moved like Faber's.
"Yes."
Mildred snatched the book with a laugh. "Here! Read this one. No, I take it
back. Here's that real funny one you read out loud today. Ladies, you won't
understand a word. It goes umpty-tumpty-ump. Go ahead, Guy, that page, dear."
He looked at the opened page.
A fly stirred its wings softly in his ear. "Read."
"What's the title, dear?"
"Dover Beach." His mouth was numb.
"Now read in a nice clear voice and go slow."
The room was blazing hot, he was all fire, he was all coldness; they sat in the
middle of an empty desert with three chairs and him standing, swaying, and him
waiting for Mrs. Phelps to stop straightening her dress hem and Mrs. Bowles to
take her fingers away from her hair. Then he began to read in a low, stumbling
voice that grew firmer as he progressed from line to line, and his voice went
out across the desert, into the whiteness, and around the three sitting women
there in the great hot emptiness:
"`The Sea of Faith
Was once, too, at the full, and round earth's shore
Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furled.
But now I only hear
Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,
Retreating, to the breath
Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear
And naked shingles of the world."'
The chairs creaked under the three women. Montag finished it out:
"'Ah, love, let us be true
To one another! for the world, which seems
To lie before us like a land of dreams,
So various, so beautiful, so new,
Hath really neither joy, nor love, nor light,
Nor certitude, nor peace, nor help for pain;
And we are here as on a darkling plain
Swept with confused alarms of struggle and flight,
Where ignorant armies clash by night.'"
Mrs. Phelps was crying.
The others in the middle of the desert watched her crying grow very loud as her
face squeezed itself out of shape. They sat, not touching her, bewildered by her
display. She sobbed uncontrollably. Montag himself was stunned and shaken.
"Sh, sh," said Mildred. "You're all right, Clara, now, Clara, snap out of it!
Clara, what's wrong?"
"I-I,", sobbed Mrs. Phelps, "don't know, don't know, I just don't know, oh
oh..."
Mrs. Bowles stood up and glared at Montag. "You see? I knew it, that's what I
wanted to prove! I knew it would happen! I've always said, poetry and tears,
poetry and suicide and crying and awful feelings, poetry and sickness; all that
mush! Now I've had it proved to me. You're nasty, Mr. Montag, you're nasty! "
Faber said, "Now..."
Montag felt himself turn and walk to the wall-slot and drop the book in through
the brass notch to the waiting flames.
"Silly words, silly words, silly awful hurting words," said Mrs. Bowles. "Why do
people want to hurt people? Not enough hurt in the world, you've got to tease
people with stuff like that ! "
"Clara, now, Clara," begged Mildred, pulling her arm. "Come on, let's be cheery,
you turn the `family' on, now. Go ahead. Let's laugh and be happy, now, stop
crying, we'll have a party!"
"No," said Mrs. Bowles. "I'm trotting right straight home. You want to visit my
house and `family,' well and good. But I won't come in this fireman's crazy
house again in my lifetime! "
"Go home." Montag fixed his eyes upon her, quietly. "Go home and think of your
first husband divorced and your second husband killed in a jet and your third
husband blowing his brains out, go home and think of the dozen abortions you've
had, go home and think of that and your damn Caesarian sections, too, and your
children who hate your guts! Go home and think how it all happened and what did
you ever do to stop it? Go home, go home!" he yelled. "Before I knock you down
and kick you out of the door!"
Doors slammed and the house was empty. Montag stood alone in the winter weather,
with the parlour walls the colour of dirty snow. In the bathroom, water ran. He
heard Mildred shake the sleeping tablets into her hand.
"Fool, Montag, fool, fool, oh God you silly fool..."
"Shut up!" He pulled the green bullet from his ear and jammed it into his
pocket.
It sizzled faintly. ". . . fool . . . fool . . ."
He searched the house and found the books where Mildred had stacked them behind
the refrigerator. Some were missing and he knew that she had started on her own
slow process of dispersing the dynamite in her house, stick by stick. But he was
not angry now, only exhausted and bewildered with himself. He carried the books
into the backyard and hid them in the bushes near the alley fence. For tonight
only, he thought, in case she decides to do any more burning.
He went back through the house. "Mildred?" He called at the door of the darkened
bedroom. There was no sound.
Outside, crossing the lawn, on his way to work, he tried not to see how
completely dark and deserted Clarisse McClellan's house was ....
On the way downtown he was so completely alone with his terrible error that he
felt the necessity for the strange warmness and goodness that came from a
familiar and gentle voice speaking in the night. Already, in a few short hours,
it seemed that he had known Faber a lifetime. Now he knew that he was two
people, that he was above all Montag, who knew nothing, who did not even know
himself a fool, but only suspected it. And he knew that he was also the old man
who talked to him and talked to him as the train was sucked from one end of the
night city to the other on one long sickening gasp of motion. In the days to
follow, and in the nights when there was no moon and in the nights when there
was a very bright moon shining on the earth, the old man would go on with this
talking and this talking, drop by drop, stone by stone, flake by flake. His mind
would well over at last and he would not be Montag any more, this the old man
told him, assured him, promised him. He would be Montagplus- Faber, fire plus
water, and then, one day, after everything had mixed and simmered and worked
away in silence, there would be neither fire nor water, but wine. Out of two
separate and opposite things, a third. And one day he would look back upon the
fool and know the fool. Even now he could feel the start of the long journey,
the leave-taking, the going away from the self he had been. It was good
listening to the beetle hum, the sleepy mosquito buzz and delicate filigree
murmur of the old man's voice at first scolding him and then consoling him in
the late hour of night as he emerged from the steaming subway toward the
firehouse world.
"Pity, Montag, pity. Don't haggle and nag them; you were so recently one o f
them yourself. They are so confident that they will run on for ever. But they
won't run on. They don't know that this is all one huge big blazing meteor that
makes a pretty fire in space, but that some day it'll have to hit. They see only
the blaze, the pretty fire, as you saw it.
"Montag, old men who stay at home, afraid, tending their peanut-brittle bones,
have no right to criticize. Yet you almost killed things at the start. Watch it!
I'm with you, remember that. I understand how it happened. I must admit that
your blind raging invigorated me. God, how young I felt! But now-I want you to
feel old, I want a little of my cowardice to be distilled in you tonight. The
next few hours, when you see Captain Beatty, tiptoe round him, let me hear him
for you, let me feel the situation out. Survival is our ticket. Forget the poor,
silly women ...."
"I made them unhappier than they have been in years, Ithink," said Montag. "It
shocked me to see Mrs. Phelps cry. Maybe they're right, maybe it's best not to
face things, to run, have fun. I don't know. I feel guilty--"
"No, you mustn't! If there were no war, if there was peace in the world, I'd say
fine, have fun! But, Montag, you mustn't go back to being just a fireman. All
isn't well with the world."
Montag perspired.
"Montag, you listening?"
"My feet," said Montag. "I can't move them. I feel so damn silly. My feet won't
move!"
"Listen. Easy now," said the old man gently. "I know, I know. You're afraid of
making mistakes. Don't be. Mistakes can be profited by. Man, when I was young I
shoved my ignorance in people's faces. They beat me with sticks. By the time I
was forty my blunt instrument had been honed to a fine cutting point for me. If
you hide your ignorance, no one will hit you and you'll never learn. Now, pick
up your feet, into the firehouse with you! We're twins, we're not alone any
more, we're not separated out in different parlours, with no contact between. If
you need help when Beatty pries at you, I'll be sitting right here in your
eardrum making notes!"
Montag felt his right foot, then his left foot, move.
"Old man," he said, "stay with me."