The house fell in red coals and black ash. It bedded itself down in sleepy
pink-grey cinders and a smoke plume blew over it, rising and waving slowly back
and forth in the sky. It was three-thirty in the morning. The crowd drew back
into the houses; the great tents of the circus had slumped into charcoal and
rubble and the show was well over.
Montag stood with the flame-thrower in his limp hands, great islands of
perspiration drenching his armpits, his face smeared with soot. The other
firemen waited behind him, in the darkness, their faces illuminated faintly by
the smouldering foundation. Montag started to speak twice and then finally
managed to put his thought together.
"Was it my wife turned in the alarm?"
Beatty nodded. "But her friends turned in an alarm earlier, that I let ride. One
way or the other, you'd have got it. It was pretty silly, quoting poetry around
free and easy like that. It was the act of a silly damn snob. Give a man a few
lines of verse and he thinks he's the Lord of all Creation. You think you can
walk on water with your books. Well, the world can get by just fine without
them. Look where they got you, in slime up to your lip. If I stir the slime with
my little finger, you'll drown ! "
Montag could not move. A great earthquake had come with fire and levelled the
house and Mildred was under there somewhere and his entire life under there and
he could not move. The earthquake was still shaking and falling and shivering
inside him and he stood there, his knees half-bent under the great load of
tiredness and bewilderment and outrage, letting Beatty hit him without raising a
hand.
"Montag, you idiot, Montag, you damn fool; why did you really do it?"
Montag did not hear, he was far away, he was running with his mind, he was gone,
leaving this dead soot-covered body to sway in front of another raving fool.
"Montag, get out of there! " said Faber.
Montag listened.
Beatty struck him a blow on the head that sent him reeling back. The green
bullet in which Faber's voice whispered and cried, fell to the sidewalk. Beatty
snatched it up, grinning. He held it half in, half out of his ear.
Montag heard the distant voice calling, "Montag, you all right?"
Beatty switched the green bullet off and thrust it in his pocket. "Well--so
there's more here than I thought. I saw you tilt your head, listening. First I
thought you had a Seashell. But when you turned clever later, I wondered. We'll
trace this and drop it on your friend."
"No! " said Montag.
He twitched the safety catch on the flame-thrower. Beatty glanced instantly at
Montag's fingers and his eyes widened the faintest bit. Montag saw the surprise
there and himself glanced to his hands to see what new thing they had done.
Thinking back later he could never decide whether the hands or Beatty's reaction
to the hands gave him the final push toward murder. The last rolling thunder of
the avalanche stoned down about his ears, not touching him.
Beatty grinned his most charming grin. "Well, that's one way to get an audience.
Hold a gun on a man and force him to listen to your speech. Speech away. What'll
it be this time? Why don't you belch Shakespeare at me, you fumbling snob?
`There is no terror, Cassius, in your threats, for I am arm'd so strong in
honesty that they pass by me as an idle wind, which I respect not!' How's that?
Go ahead now, you secondhand litterateur, pull the trigger." He took one step
toward Montag.
Montag only said, "We never burned right..."
"Hand it over, Guy," said Beatty with a fixed smile.
And then he was a shrieking blaze, a jumping, sprawling, gibbering mannikin, no
longer human or known, all writhing flame on the lawn as Montag shot one
continuous pulse of liquid fire on him. There was a hiss like a great mouthful
of spittle banging a redhot stove, a bubbling and frothing as if salt had been
poured over a monstrous black snail to cause a terrible liquefaction and a
boiling over of yellow foam. Montag shut his eyes, shouted, shouted, and fought
to get his hands at his ears to clamp and to cut away the sound. Beatty flopped
over and over and over, and at last twisted in on himself like a charred wax
doll and lay silent.
The other two firemen did not move.
Montag kept his sickness down long enough to aim the flame-thrower. "Turn
around!"
They turned, their faces like blanched meat, streaming sweat; he beat their
heads, knocking off their helmets and bringing them down on themselves. They
fell and lay without moving.
The blowing of a single autumn leaf.
He turned and the Mechanical Hound was there.
It was half across the lawn, coming from the shadows, moving with such drifting
ease that it was like a single solid cloud of black-grey smoke blown at him in
silence. It made a single last leap into the air, coming down at Montag from a
good three feet over his head, its spidered legs reaching, the procaine needle
snapping out its single angry tooth. Montag caught it with a bloom of fire, a
single wondrous blossom that curled in petals of yellow and blue and orange
about the metal dog, clad it in a new covering as it slammed into Montag and
threw him ten feet back against the bole of a tree, taking the flame-gun with
him. He felt it scrabble and seize his leg and stab the needle in for a moment
before the fire snapped the Hound up in the air, burst its metal bones at the
joints, and blew out its interior in the single flushing of red colour like a
skyrocket fastened to the street. Montag lay watching the dead-alive thing
fiddle the air and die. Even now it seemed to want to get back at him and finish
the injection which was now working through the flesh of his leg. He felt all of
the mingled relief and horror at having pulled back only in time to have just
his knee slammed by the fender of a car hurtling by at ninety miles an hour. He
was afraid to get up, afraid he might not be able to gain his feet at all, with
an anaesthetized leg. A numbness in a numbness hollowed into a numbness.... And
now...?
The street empty, the house burnt like an ancient bit of stage-scenery, the
other homes dark, the Hound here, Beatty there, the three other firemen another
place, and the Salamander . . . ? He gazed at the immense engine. That would
have to go, too.
Well, he thought, let's see how badly off you are. On your feet now. Easy, easy
. . . there.
He stood and he had only one leg. The other was like a chunk of burnt pine-log
he was carrying along as a penance for some obscure sin. When he put his weight
on it, a shower of silver needles gushed up the length of the calf and went off
in the knee. He wept. Come on! Come on, you, you can't stay here!
A few house-lights were going on again down the street, whether from the
incidents just passed, or because of the abnormal silence following the fight,
Montag did not know. He hobbled around the ruins, seizing at his bad leg when it
lagged, talking and whimpering and shouting directions at it and cursing it and
pleading with it to work for him now when it was vital. He heard a number of
people crying out in the darkness and shouting. He reached the back yard and the
alley. Beatty, he thought, you're not a problem now. You always said, don't face
a problem, bum it. Well, now I've done both. Good-bye, Captain.
And he stumbled along the alley in the dark.
A shotgun blast went off in his leg every time he put it down and he thought,
you're a fool, a damn fool, an awful fool, an idiot, an awful idiot, a damn
idiot, and a fool, a damn fool; look at the mess and where's the mop, look at
the mess, and what do you do? Pride, damn it, and temper, and you've junked it
all, at the very start you vomit on everyone and on yourself. But everything at
once, but everything one on top of another; Beatty, the women, Mildred,
Clarisse, everything. No excuse, though, no excuse. A fool, a damn fool, go give
yourself up!
No, we'll save what we can, we'll do what there is left to do. If we have to
burn, let's take a few more with us. Here!
He remembered the books and turned back. Just on the off chance. He found a few
books where he had left them, near the garden fence. Mildred, God bless her, had
missed a few. Four books still lay hidden where he had put them. Voices were
wailing in the night and flashbeams swirled about. Other Salamanders were
roaring their engines far away, and police sirens were cutting their way across
town with their sirens.
Montag took the four remaining books and hopped, jolted, hopped his way down the
alley and suddenly fell as if his head had been cut off and only his body lay
there. Something inside had jerked him to a halt and flopped him down. He lay
where he had fallen and sobbed, his legs folded, his face pressed blindly to the
gravel. Beatty wanted to die.
In the middle of the crying Montag knew it for the truth. Beatty had wanted to
die. He had just stood there, not really trying to save himself, just stood
there, joking, needling, thought Montag, and the thought was enough to stifle
his sobbing and let him pause for air. How strange, strange, to want to die so
much that you let a man walk around armed and then instead of shutting up and
staying alive, you go on yelling at people and making fun of them until you get
them mad, and then ....
At a distance, running feet.
Montag sat up. Let's get out of here. Come on, get up, get up, you just can't
sit! But he was still crying and that had to be finished. It was going away now.
He hadn't wanted to kill anyone, not even Beatty. His flesh gripped him and
shrank as if it had been plunged in acid. He gagged. He saw Beatty, a torch, not
moving, fluttering out on the grass. He bit at his knuckles. I'm sorry, I'm
sorry, oh God, sorry ....
He tried to piece it all together, to go back to the normal pattern of life a
few short days ago before the sieve and the sand, Denham's Dentifrice,
moth-voices, fireflies, the alarms and excursions, too much for a few short
days, too much, indeed, for a lifetime.
Feet ran in the far end of the alley.
"Get up!" he told himself. "Damn it, get up!" he said to the leg, and stood. The
pains were spikes driven in the kneecap and then only darning needles and then
only common, ordinary safety pins, and after he had dragged along fifty more
hops and jumps, filling his hand with slivers from the board fence, the
prickling was like someone blowing a spray of scalding water on that leg. And
the leg was at last his own leg again. He had been afraid that running might
break the loose ankle. Now, sucking all the night into his open mouth, and
blowing it out pale, with all the blackness left heavily inside himself, he set
out in a steady jogging pace. He carried the books in his hands. He thought of
Faber.
Faber was back there in the steaming lump of tar that had no name or identity
now. He had burnt Faber, too. He felt so suddenly shocked by this that he felt
Faber was really dead, baked like a roach in that small green capsule shoved and
lost in the pocket of a man who was now nothing but a frame skeleton strung with
asphalt tendons.
You must remember, burn them or they'll burn you, he thought. Right now it's as
simple as that.
He searched his pockets, the money was there, and in his other pocket he found
the usual Seashell upon which the city was talking to itself in the cold black
morning.
"Police Alert. Wanted: Fugitive in city. Has committed murder and crimes against
the State. Name: Guy Montag. Occupation: Fireman. Last seen . . ." He ran
steadily for six blocks, in the alley, and then the alley opened out on to a
wide empty thoroughfare ten lanes wide. It seemed like a boatless river frozen
there in the raw light of the high white arc-lamps; you could drown trying to
cross it, he felt; it was too wide, it was too open. It was a vast stage without
scenery, inviting him to run across, easily seen in the blazing illumination,
easily caught, easily shot down. The Seashell hummed in his ear.
"... watch for a man running ... watch for the running man . . . watch for a man
alone, on foot . . . watch..."
Montag pulled back into the shadows. Directly ahead lay a gas station, a great
chunk of porcelain snow shining there, and two silver beetles pulling in to fill
up. Now he must be clean and presentable if he wished, to walk, not run, stroll
calmly across that wide boulevard. It would give him an extra margin of safety
if he washed up and combed his hair before he went on his way to get where . . .
?
Yes, he thought, where am I running?
Nowhere. There was nowhere to go, no friend to turn to, really. Except Faber.
And then he realized that he was indeed, running toward Faber's house,
instinctively. But Faber couldn't hide him; it would be suicide even to try. But
he knew that he would go to see Faber anyway, for a few short minutes. Faber's
would be the place where he might refuel his fast draining belief in his own
ability to survive. He just wanted to know that there was a man like Faber in
the world. He wanted to see the man alive and not burned back there like a body
shelled in another body. And some of the money must be left with Faber, of
course, to be spent after Montag ran on his way. Perhaps he could make the open
country and live on or near the rivers and near the highways, in the fields and
hills.
A great whirling whisper made him look to the sky.
The police helicopters were rising so far away that it seemed someone had blown
the grey head off a dry dandelion flower. Two dozen of them flurried, wavering,
indecisive, three miles off, like butterflies puzzled by autumn, and then they
were plummeting down to land, one by one, here, there, softly kneading the
streets where, turned back to beetles, they shrieked along the boulevards or, as
suddenly, leapt back into the sir, continuing their search.
And here was the gas station, its attendants busy now with customers.
Approaching from the rear, Montag entered the men's washroom. Through the
aluminium wall he heard a radio voice saying, "War has been declared." The gas
was being pumped outside. The men in the beetles were talking and the attendants
were talking about the engines, the gas, the money owed. Montag stood trying to
make himself feel the shock of the quiet statement from the radio, but nothing
would happen. The war would have to wait for him to come to it in his personal
file, an hour, two hours from now.
He washed his hands and face and towelled himself dry, making little sound. He
came out of the washroom and shut the door carefully and walked into the
darkness and at last stood again on the edge of the empty boulevard.
There it lay, a game for him to win, a vast bowling alley in the cool morning.
The boulevard was as clean as the surface of an arena two minutes before the
appearance of certain unnamed victims and certain unknown killers. The air over
and above the vast concrete river trembled with the warmth of Montag's body
alone; it was incredible how he felt his temperature could cause the whole
immediate world to vibrate. He was a phosphorescent target; he knew it, he felt
it. And now he must begin his little walk.
Three blocks away a few headlights glared. Montag drew a deep breath. His lungs
were like burning brooms in his chest. His mouth was sucked dry from running.
His throat tasted of bloody iron and there was rusted steel in his feet.
What about those lights there? Once you started walking you'd have to gauge how
fast those beetles could make it down here. Well, how far was it to the other
curb? It seemed like a hundred yards. Probably not a hundred, but figure for
that anyway, figure that with him going very slowly, at a nice stroll, it might
take as much as thirty seconds, forty seconds to walk all the way. The beetles?
Once started, they could leave three blocks behind them in about fifteen
seconds. So, even if halfway across he started to run . . . ?
He put his right foot out and then his left foot and then his right. He walked
on the empty avenue.
Even if the street were entirely empty, of course, you couldn't be sure of a
safe crossing, for a car could appear suddenly over the rise four blocks further
on and be on and past you before you had taken a dozen breaths.
He decided not to count his steps. He looked neither to left nor right. The
light from the overhead lamps seemed as bright and revealing as the midday sun
and just as hot.
He listened to the sound of the car picking up speed two blocks away on his
right. Its movable headlights jerked back and forth suddenly, and caught at
Montag. Keep going.
Montag faltered, got a grip on the books, and forced himself not to freeze.
Instinctively he took a few quick, running steps then talked out loud to himself
and pulled up to stroll again. He was now half across the street, but the roar
from the beetle's engines whined higher as it put on speed.
The police, of course. They see me. But slow now; slow, quiet, don't turn, don't
look, don't seem concerned. Walk, that's it, walls, walk.
The beetle was rushing. The beetle was roaring. The beetle raised its speed. The
beetle was whining. The beetle was in high thunder. The beetle came skimming.
The beetle came in a single whistling trajectory, fired from an invisible rifle.
It was up to 120 m.p.h. It was up to 130 at least. Montag clamped his jaws. The
heat of the racing headlights burnt his cheeks, it seemed, and jittered his
eye-lids and flushed the sour sweat out all over his body.
He began to shuffle idiotically and talk to himself and then he broke and just
ran. He put out his legs as far as they would go and down and then far out again
and down and back and out and down and back. God ! God! He dropped a book, broke
pace, almost turned, changed his mind, plunged on, yelling in concrete
emptiness, the beetle scuttling after its running food, two hundred, one hundred
feet away, ninety, eighty, seventy, Montag gasping, flailing his hands, legs up
down out, up down out, closer, closer, hooting, calling, his eyes burnt white
now as his head jerked about to confront the flashing glare, now the beetle was
swallowed in its own light, now it was nothing but a torch hurtling upon him;
all sound, all blare. Now-almost on top of him ! He stumbled and fell.
I'm done! It's over!
But the falling made a difference. An instant before reaching him the wild
beetle cut and swerved out. It was gone. Montag lay flat, his head down. Wisps
of laughter trailed back to him with the blue exhaust from the beetle.
His right hand was extended above him, flat. Across the extreme tip of his
middle finger, he saw now as he lifted that hand, a faint sixteenth of an inch
of black tread where tyre had touched in passing. He looked at that black line
with disbelief, getting to his feet.
That wasn't the police, he thought.
He looked down the boulevard. It was clear now. A carful of children, all ages,
God knew, from twelve to sixteen, out whistling, yelling, hurrahing, had seen a
man, a very extraordinary sight, a man strolling, a rarity, and simply said,
"Let's get him," not knowing he was the fugitive Mr. Montag, simply a,number of
children out for a long night of roaring five or six hundred miles in a few
moonlit hours, their faces icy with wind, and coming home or not coming at dawn,
alive or not alive, that made the adventure. They would have killed me, thought
Montag, swaying, the air still torn and stirring about him in dust, touching his
bruised cheek. For no reason at all in the world they would have killed me.
He walked toward the far kerb telling each foot to go and keep going. Somehow he
had picked up the spilled books; he didn't remember bending or touching them. He
kept moving them from hand to hand as if they were a poker hand he could not
figure.
I wonder if they were the ones who killed Clarisse?
He stopped and his mind said it again, very loud.
I wonder if they were the ones who killed Clarisse!
He wanted to run after them yelling.
His eyes watered.
The thing that had saved him was falling flat. The driver of that car, seeing
Montag down, instinctively considered the probability that running over a body
at that speed might turn the car upside down and spill them out. If Montag had
remained an upright target. . . ?
Montag gasped.
Far down the boulevard, four blocks away, the beetle had slowed, spun about on
two wheels, and was now racing back, slanting over on the wrong side of the
street, picking up speed.
But Montag was gone, hidden in the safety of the dark alley for which he had set
out on a long journey, an hour or was it a minute, ago? He stood shivering in
the night, looking back out as the beetle ran by and skidded back to the centre
of the avenue, whirling laughter in the air all about it, gone.