He was three hundred yards downstream when the Hound reached the river. Overhead
the great racketing fans of the helicopters hovered. A storm of light fell upon
the river and Montag dived under the great illumination as if the sun had broken
the clouds. He felt the river pull him further on its way, into darkness. Then
the lights switched back to the land, the helicopters swerved over the city
again, as if they had picked up another trail. They were gone. The Hound was
gone. Now there was only the cold river and Montag floating in a sudden
peacefulness, away from the city and the lights and the chase, away from
everything.
He felt as if he had left a stage behind and many actors. He felt as if he had
left the great seance and all the murmuring ghosts. He was moving from an
unreality that was frightening into a reality that was unreal because it was
new.
The black land slid by and he was going into the country among the hills: For
the first time in a dozen years the stars were coming out above him, in great
processions of wheeling fire. He saw a great juggernaut of stars form in the sky
and threaten to roll over and crush him.
He floated on his back when the valise filled and sank; the river was mild and
leisurely, going away from the people who ate shadows for breakfast and steam
for lunch and vapours for supper. The river was very real; it held him
comfortably and gave him the time at last, the leisure, to consider this month,
this year, and a lifetime of years. He listened to his heart slow. His thoughts
stopped rushing with his blood. He saw the moon low in the sky now. The moon
there, and the light of the moon caused by what? By the sun, of course. And what
lights the sun? Its own fire. And the sun goes on, day after day, burning and
burning. The sun and time. The sun and time and burning. Burning. The river
bobbled him along gently. Burning. The sun and every clock on the earth. It all
came together and became a single thing in his mind. After a long time of
floating on the land and a short time of floating in the river he knew why he
must never burn again in his life.
The sun burned every day. It burned Time. The world rushed in a circle and
turned on its axis and time was busy burning the years and the people anyway,
without any help from him. So if he burnt things with the firemen, and the sun
burnt Time, that meant.that everything burned!
One of them had to stop burning. The sun wouldn't, certainly. So it looked as if
it had to be Montag and the people he had worked with until a few short hours
ago. Somewhere the saving and putting away had to begin again and someone had to
do the saving and keeping, one way or another, in books, in records, in people's
heads, any way at all so long as it was safe, free from moths, silver-fish, rust
and dry-rot, and men with matches.
The world was full of burning of all types and sizes. Now the guild of the
asbestos-weaver must open shop very soon. He felt his heel bump land, touch
pebbles and rocks, scrape sand. The river had moved him toward shore. He looked
in at the great black creature without eyes or light, without shape, with only a
size that went a thousand miles without wanting to stop, with its grass hills
and forests that were waiting for him.
He hesitated to leave the comforting flow of the water. He expected the Hound
there. Suddenly the trees might blow under a great wind of helicopters. But
there was only the normal autumn wind high up, going by like another river. Why
wasn't the Hound running? Why had the search veered inland? Montag listened.
Nothing. Nothing.
Millie, he thought. All this country here. Listen to it! Nothing and nothing. So
much silence, Millie, I wonder how you'd take it? Would you shout Shut up, shut
up! Millie, Millie. And he was sad.
Millie was not here and the Hound was not here, but the dry smell of hay blowing
from some distant field put Montag on the land. He remembered a farm he had
visited when he was very young, one of the rare times he had discovered that
somewhere behind the seven veils of unreality, beyond the walls of parlours and
beyond the tin moat of the city, cows chewed grass and pigs sat in warm ponds at
noon and dogs barked after white sheep on a hill.
Now, the dry smell of hay, the motion of the waters, made him think of sleeping
in fresh hay in a lonely barn away from the loud highways, behind a quiet
farmhouse, and under an ancient windmill that whirred like the sound of the
passing years overhead. He lay in the high barn loft all night, listening to
distant animals and insects and trees, the little motions and stirrings.
During the night, he thought, below the loft, he would hear a sound like feet
moving, perhaps. He would tense and sit up. The sound would move away, He would
lie back and look out of the loft window, very late in the night, and see the
lights go out in the farmhouse itself, until a very young and beautiful woman
would sit in an unlit window, braiding her hair. It would be hard to see her,
but her face would be like the face of the girl so long ago in his past now, so
very long ago, the girl who had known the weather and never been burned by the
fire-flies, the girl who had known what dandelions meant rubbed off on your
chin. Then, she would be gone from the warm window and appear again upstairs in
her moon-whitened room. And then, to the sound of death, the sound of the jets
cutting the sky into two black pieces beyond the horizon, he would lie in the
loft, hidden and safe, watching those strange new stars over the rim of the
earth, fleeing from the soft colour of dawn. In the morning he would not have
needed sleep, for all the warm odours and sights of a complete country night
would have rested and slept him while his eyes were wide and his mouth, when he
thought to test it, was half a smile.
And there at the bottom of the hayloft stair, waiting for him, would be the
incredible thing. He would step carefully down, in the pink light of early
morning, so fully aware of the world that he would be afraid, and stand over the
small miracle and at last bend to touch it.
A cool glass of fresh milk, and a few apples and pears laid at the foot of the
steps. This was all he wanted now. Some sign that the immense world would accept
him and give him the long time needed to think all the things that must be
thought.
A glass of milk, an apple, a pear.
He stepped from the river.
The land rushed at him, a tidal wave. He was crushed by darkness and the look of
the country and the million odours on a wind that iced his body. He fell back
under the breaking curve of darkness and sound and smell, his ears roaring. He
whirled. The stars poured over his sight like flaming meteors. He wanted to
plunge in the river again and let it idle him safely on down somewhere. This
dark land rising was like that day in his childhood, swimming, when from nowhere
the largest wave in the history of remembering slammed him down in salt mud and
green darkness, water burning mouth and nose, retching his stomach, screaming!
Too much water! Too much land!
Out of the black wall before him, a whisper. A shape. In the shape, two eyes.
The night looking at him. The forest, seeing him.
The Hound!
After all the running and rushing and sweating it out and half-drowning, to come
this far, work this hard, and think yourself safe and sigh with relief and come
out on the land at last only to find . . .
The Hound!
Montag gave one last agonized shout as if this were too much for any man. The
shape exploded away. The eyes vanished. The leafpiles flew up in a dry shower.
Montag was alone in the wilderness.
A deer. He smelled the heavy musk-like perfume mingled with blood and the gummed
exhalation of the animal's breath, all cardamon and moss and ragweed odour in
this huge night where the trees ran at him, pulled away, ran, pulled away, to
the pulse of the heart behind his eyes.
There must have been a billion leaves on the land; he waded in them, a dry river
smelling of hot cloves and warm dust. And the other smells! There was a smell
like a cut potato from all the land, raw and cold and white from having the moon
on it most of the night. There was a smell like pickles from a bottle and a
smell like parsley on the table at home. There was a faint yellow odour like
mustard from a jar. There was a smell like carnations from the yard next door.
He put down his hand and felt a weed rise up like a child brushing him. His
fingers smelled of liquorice.
He stood breathing, and the more he breathed the land in, the more he was filled
up with all the details of the land. He was not empty. There was more than
enough here to fill him. There would always be more than enough. He walked in
the shallow tide of leaves, stumbling.
And in the middle of the strangeness, a familiarity.
His foot hit something that rang dully.
He moved his hand on the ground, a yard this way, a yard that.
The railroad track.
The track that came out of the city and rusted across the land, through forests
and woods, deserted now, by the river.
Here was the path to wherever he was going. Here was the single familiar thing,
the magic charm he might need a little while, to touch, to feel beneath his
feet, as he moved on into the bramble bushes and the lakes of smelling and
feeling and touching, among the whispers and the blowing down of leaves.
He walked on the track.
And he was surprised to learn how certain he suddenly was of a single fact he
could not prove.