He hung up his black-beetle-coloured helmet and shined it, he hung his
flameproof jacket neatly; he showered luxuriously, and then, whistling, hands in
pockets, walked across the upper floor of the fire station and fell down the
hole. At the last moment, when disaster seemed positive, he pulled his hands
from his pockets and broke his fall by grasping the golden pole. He slid to a
squeaking halt, the heels one inch from the concrete floor downstairs.
He walked out of the fire station and along the midnight street toward the
subway where the silent, air-propelled train slid soundlessly down its
lubricated flue in the earth and let him out with a great puff of warm air on to
the cream-tiled escalator rising to the suburb.
Whistling, he let the escalator waft him into the still night air. He walked
toward the comer, thinking little at all about nothing in particular. Before he
reached the corner, however, he slowed as if a wind had sprung up from nowhere,
as if someone had called his name.
The last few nights he had had the most uncertain feelings about the sidewalk
just around the corner here, moving in the starlight toward his house. He had
felt that a moment before his making the turn, someone had been there. The air
seemed charged with a special calm as if someone had waited there, quietly, and
only a moment before he came, simply turned to a shadow and let him through.
Perhaps his nose detected a faint perfume, perhaps the skin on the backs of his
hands, on his face, felt the temperature rise at this one spot where a person's
standing might raise the immediate atmosphere ten degrees for an instant. There
was no understanding it.
Each time he made the turn, he saw only the white, unused, buckling sidewalk,
with perhaps, on one night, something vanishing swiftly across a lawn before he
could focus his eyes or speak.
But now, tonight, he slowed almost to a stop. His inner mind, reaching out to
turn the corner for him, had heard the faintest whisper. Breathing? Or was the
atmosphere compressed merely by someone standing very quietly there, waiting?
He turned the corner.
The autumn leaves blew over the moonlit pavement in such a way as to make the
girl who was moving there seem fixed to a sliding walk, letting the motion of
the wind and the leaves carry her forward. Her head was half bent to watch her
shoes stir the circling leaves. Her face was slender and milk-white, and in it
was a kind of gentle hunger that touched over everything with tireless
curiosity. It was a look, almost, of pale surprise; the dark eyes were so fixed
to the world that no move escaped them.
Her dress was white and it whispered. He almost thought he heard the motion of
her hands as she walked, and the infinitely small sound now, the white stir of
her face turning when she discovered she was a moment away from a man who stood
in the middle of the pavement waiting.
The trees overhead made a great sound of letting down their dry rain. The girl
stopped and looked as if she might pull back in surprise, but instead stood
regarding Montag with eyes so dark and shining and alive, that he felt he had
said something quite wonderful. But he knew his mouth had only moved to say
hello, and then when she seemed hypnotized by the salamander on his arm and the
phoenix-disc on his chest, he spoke again.
"Of course," he said, "you're a new neighbour, aren't you?"
"And you must be"-she raised her eyes from his professional symbols-"the
fireman."
Her voice trailed off.
"How oddly you say that."
"I'd-I'd have known it with my eyes shut," she said, slowly.
"What-the smell of kerosene? My wife always complains," he laughed. "You never
wash it off completely."
"No, you don't," she said, in awe.
He felt she was walking in a circle about him, turning him end for end, shaking
him
quietly, and emptying his pockets, without once moving herself.
"Kerosene," he said, because the silence had lengthened, "is nothing but perfume
to me."
"Does it seem like that, really?"
"Of course. Why not?"
She gave herself time to think of it. "I don't know." She turned to face the
sidewalk going toward their homes. "Do you mind if I walk back with you? I'm
Clarisse
McClellan."
"Clarisse. Guy Montag. Come along. What are you doing out so late wandering
around? How old are you?"
They walked in the warm-cool blowing night on the silvered pavement and there
was the faintest breath of fresh apricots and strawberries in the air, and he
looked around and realized this was quite impossible, so late in the year.
There was only the girl walking with him now, her face bright as snow in the
moonlight, and he knew she was working his questions around, seeking the best
answers she could possibly give.
"Well," she said, "I'm seventeen and I'm crazy. My uncle says the two always go
together. When people ask your age, he said, always say seventeen and insane.
Isn't this a nice time of night to walk? I like to smell things and look at
things, and sometimes stay up all night, walking, and watch the sun rise."
They walked on again in silence and finally she said, thoughtfully, "You know,
I'm not afraid of you at all."
He was surprised. "Why should you be?"
"So many people are. Afraid of firemen, I mean. But you're just a man, after
all..." He saw himself in her eyes, suspended in two shining drops of bright
water, himself dark and tiny, in fine detail, the lines about his mouth,
everything there, as if her eyes were two miraculous bits of violet amber that
might capture and hold him intact. Her face, turned to him now, was fragile milk
crystal with a soft and constant light in it. It was not the hysterical light of
electricity but-what? But the strangely comfortable and rare and gently
flattering light of the candle. One time, when he was a child, in a
power-failure, his mother had found and lit a last candle and there had been a
brief hour of rediscovery, of such illumination that space lost its vast
dimensions and drew comfortably around them, and they, mother and son, alone,
transformed, hoping that the power might not come on again too soon ....
And then Clarisse McClellan said:
"Do you mind if I ask? How long have you worked at being a fireman?"
"Since I was twenty, ten years ago."
"Do you ever read any of the books you bum?"
He laughed. "That's against the law!"
"Oh. Of course."
"It's fine work. Monday bum Millay, Wednesday Whitman, Friday Faulkner, burn 'em
to ashes, then bum the ashes. That's our official slogan." They walked still
further and the girl said, "Is it true that long ago firemen put fires out
instead of going to start them?"
"No. Houses. have always been fireproof, take my word for it."
"Strange. I heard once that a long time ago houses used to burn by accident and
they needed firemen to stop the flames."
He laughed.
She glanced quickly over. "Why are you laughing?"
"I don't know." He started to laugh again and stopped "Why?"
"You laugh when I haven't been funny and you answer right off. You never stop to
think what I've asked you."
He stopped walking, "You are an odd one," he said, looking at her. "Haven't you
any respect?"
"I don't mean to be insulting. It's just, I love to watch people too much, I
guess." "Well, doesn't this mean anything to you?" He tapped the numerals 451
stitched on his char-coloured sleeve.
"Yes," she whispered. She increased her pace. "Have you ever watched the jet
cars racing on the boulevards down that way?
"You're changing the subject!"
"I sometimes think drivers don't know what grass is, or flowers, because they
never see them slowly," she said. "If you showed a driver a green blur, Oh yes!
he'd say, that's grass! A pink blur? That's a rose-garden! White blurs are
houses. Brown blurs are cows. My uncle drove slowly on a highway once. He drove
forty miles an hour and they jailed him for two days. Isn't that funny, and sad,
too?"
"You think too many things," said Montag, uneasily.
"I rarely watch the 'parlour walls' or go to races or Fun Parks. So I've lots of
time for crazy thoughts, I guess. Have you seen the two-hundred-foot-long
billboards in the country beyond town? Did you know that once billboards were
only twenty feet long?
But cars started rushing by so quickly they had to stretch the advertising out
so it would last."
"I didn't know that!" Montag laughed abruptly.
"Bet I know something else you don't. There's dew on the grass in the morning."
He suddenly couldn't remember if he had known this or not, and it made him quite
irritable.
"And if you look"-she nodded at the sky-"there's a man in the moon."
He hadn't looked for a long time.
They walked the rest of the way in silence, hers thoughtful, his a kind of
clenching and uncomfortable silence in which he shot her accusing glances. When
they reached her house all its lights were blazing.
"What's going on?" Montag had rarely seen that many house lights.
"Oh, just my mother and father and uncle sitting around, talking. It's like
being a pedestrian, only rarer. My uncle was arrested another time-did I tell
you?-for being a pedestrian. Oh, we're most peculiar."
"But what do you talk about?"
She laughed at this. "Good night!" She started up her walk. Then she seemed to
remember something and came back to look at him with wonder and curiosity. "Are
you happy?" she said.
"Am I what?" he cried.
But she was gone-running in the moonlight. Her front door shut gently.