"Happy! Of all the nonsense."
He stopped laughing.
He put his hand into the glove-hole of his front door and let it know his touch.
The front door slid open.
Of course I'm happy. What does she think? I'm not? he asked the quiet rooms. He
stood looking up at the ventilator grille in the hall and suddenly remembered
that something lay hidden behind the grille, something that seemed to peer down
at him now. He moved his eyes quickly away.
What a strange meeting on a strange night. He remembered nothing like it save
one afternoon a year ago when he had met an old man in the park and they had
talked ....
Montag shook his head. He looked at a blank wall. The girl's face was there,
really quite beautiful in memory: astonishing, in fact. She had a very thin face
like the dial of a small clock seen faintly in a dark room in the middle of a
night when you waken to see the time and see the clock telling you the hour and
the minute and the second, with a white silence and a glowing, all certainty and
knowing what it has to tell of the night passing swiftly on toward further
darknesses but moving also toward a new sun.
"What?" asked Montag of that other self, the subconscious idiot that ran
babbling at times, quite independent of will, habit, and conscience.
He glanced back at the wall. How like a mirror, too, her face. Impossible; for
how many people did you know that refracted your own light to you? People were
more often-he searched for a simile, found one in his work-torches, blazing away
until they whiffed out. How rarely did other people's faces take of you and
throw back to you your own expression, your own innermost trembling thought?
What incredible power of identification the girl had; she was like the eager
watcher of a marionette show, anticipating each flicker of an eyelid, each
gesture of his hand, each flick of a finger, the moment before it began. How
long had they walked together? Three minutes? Five? Yet how large that time
seemed now. How immense a figure she was on the stage before him; what a shadow
she threw on the wall with her slender body! He felt that if his eye itched, she
might blink. And if the muscles of his jaws stretched imperceptibly, she would
yawn long before he would.