Two more months passed, and the shelf brought many
customers into the crystal shop. The boy estimated that, if he worked for six
more months, he could return to Spain and buy sixty sheep, and yet another
sixty. In less than a year, he would have doubled his flock, and he would be
able to do business with the Arabs, because he was now able to speak their
strange language. Since that morning in the marketplace, he had never again made
use of Urim and Thummim, because Egypt was now just as distant a dream for him
as was Mecca for the merchant. Anyway, the boy had become happy in his work, and
thought all the time about the day when he would disembark at Tarifa as a
winner.
"You must always know what it is that you want," the old
king had said. The boy knew, and was now working toward it. Maybe it was his
treasure to have wound up in that strange land, met up with a thief, and doubled
the size of his flock without spending a cent.
He was
proud of himself. He had learned some important things, like how to deal in
crystal, and about the language without words… and about omens. One afternoon he
had seen a man at the top of the hill, complaining that it was impossible to
find a decent place to get something to drink after such a climb. The boy,
accustomed to recognizing omens, spoke to the merchant.
"Let's
sell tea to the people who climb the hill."
"Lots of
places sell tea around here," the merchant said.
"But we
could sell tea in crystal glasses. The people will enjoy the tea and want to buy
the glasses. I have been told that beauty is the great seducer of men."
The merchant didn't respond, but that afternoon, after
saying his prayers and closing the shop, he invited the boy to sit with him and
share his hookah, that strange pipe used by the Arabs.
"What is
it you're looking for?" asked the old merchant.
"I've already told you. I need to buy my sheep back, so
I have to earn the money to do so."
The merchant put some new coals in the hookah, and inhaled deeply.
"I've had this shop for thirty years. I know good
crystal from bad, and everything else there is to know about crystal. I know its
dimensions and how it behaves. If we serve tea in crystal, the shop is going to
expand. And then I'll have to change my way of life."
"Well,
isn't that good?"
"I'm already used to the way things are. Before you
came, I was thinking about how much time I had wasted in the same place, while
my friends had moved on, and either went bankrupt or did better than they had
before. It made me very depressed. Now, I can see that it hasn't been too bad.
The shop is exactly the size I always wanted it to be. I don't want to change
anything, because I don't know how to deal with change. I'm used to the way I
am."
The boy
didn't know what to say. The old man continued, "You have been a real blessing
to me. Today, I understand something I didn't see before: every blessing ignored
becomes a curse. I don't want anything else in life. But you are forcing me to
look at wealth and at horizons I have never known. Now that I have seen them,
and now that I see how immense my possibilities are, I'm going to feel worse
than I did before you arrived. Because I know the things I should be able to
accomplish, and I don't want to do so."
It's good I refrained from saying anything to the baker
in Tarifa, thought the boy to himself.
They went on smoking the pipe for a while as the sun
began to set. They were conversing in Arabic, and the boy was proud of himself
for being able to do so. There had been a time when he thought that his sheep
could teach him everything he needed to know about the world. But they could
never have taught him Arabic.
There are probably other things in the world that the
sheep can't teach me, thought the boy as he regarded the old merchant. All they
ever do, really, is look for food and water. And maybe it wasn't that they were
teaching me, but that I was learning from them.
"Maktub," the merchant said, finally.
"What
does that mean?"
"You would have to have been born an Arab to
understand," he answered. "But in your language it would be something like 'It
is written.' "